山分之依

可是我沒辦法

著電視劇的悲傷，跟著哭泣。

我真的很難過，可是沒有人能分享我的悲傷。

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你知道為什麼我毅然決然的馬上unfriend FB 還有封鎖 LINE 嗎?

因為我知道，安安靜靜在一旁等你，不發出一點聲音，這件事，我一定做不到的。

我能保證的，就是遠遠的ｍｕｒｍｕｒ。不會直接影響到你。接收訊息與否。完全是你的自主權力。

最近在看"親愛的，我愛上別人了"這部劇，發現，有時候夫妻間的"做愛"其實並沒有那麼多的愛。

有時反而變成做的多，愛的少。做愛這件事，變成了男人用身體舒發日間壓抑的心情，女人用身體維繫逐漸被瑣事磨去的愛情。

"我愛你"三個字，變質成了索求對方身體的門票。

就這樣靜靜的等嗎? 再等三個禮拜?

真的什麼都不能做?保持平靜的假象生活著。如同活死人。然後要記的微笑。

假裝一且都很好?

我知道我要把自己的人生過好。像你說的，多愛自己一點，未來記得找個單純點的人一起過。

可是現在的我，就是很想哭，很難過，只想好好的，大聲的，哭哭哭哭哭哭哭哭。

如果有哪個人可以連續跟我過三年的2.14跟農曆7.7。

我會考慮嫁給他。